Funny, uplifting and RE:"NOT a CRAZY person!"

OK, so ya I am so Random and I am not going to post all my craziness because then I will be more of a crazy person then I have become! But it was ALL for you Jessica! I am so glad my bold, Randomness, "crazy",& reading material was able to help! Actually it helped me too! I totally miss being or more precise trying to be FUNNY! I LOVE to make people laugh! I always think of my Dad! He was so sure I would do stand up like he did! I did it a couple of times in his bar growing up in Vegas but now I am boring and have nothing "funny" to talk about! but today I LOADED up for ya Jes! he thought that I'd either do stand up, acting or singing or more modeling like I did when I was younger that he got me into. I guess my dreams died right along with him in 95. And now I am untrained, not pretty anymore and too boring to do any of those things! Even working in a Salon, my costumers or fellow workers just swarmed around to "hear" what I was going to say this day...In High school I was THE class clown everywhere, bold, out going and just crazy and ready to do ANYTHING! ESPECIALLY make anyone laugh! tonight I was laughing so hard I was crying and I truly think laughter is THE best medicine!!! Guess what Jess.... I have 2 friends NOW!!!!!!! Love ya... keep getting better!!