Never want to be Sick AGAIN!!!

OK so it's been a while since we posted last and that's for a few reasons, first I have NO idea how to "blog" Jesse set this up and he forgot what account he put it under, so while sitting here watching My friends Tigger and Pooh with Jake i decided to think, think, think.. Hehe if you know what i mean and turned myself into a super sleuth and figured it out! and 2ND of all we have had NOTHING but Bad luck.. If you have time I'll fill you in! First we went to go on our annual free trip to San Diego (as I am getting older I'm contemplating the greatness of this) one word... Camping! It is in a RV with my grandmother in law.. blow up mattress's and lound drunken parties, and showering in public restrooms, catching my drift? but it's TOTALLY FREE and you can't beat that, when you pack a lunch and go down to the beach for the day and realize your out of the devil's butt crack we live in it; makes it ALL worth it! after the Advil kicks in for the back ache you have.. So Now that we had a "little vacation" we came home picked up a gallon of milk and then Jesse and I proceeded to have anything and Everything come out of us at both ends! it wouldn't stop!! luckily Jake didn't get it but he had to be passed around and stay over at other's people's houses since we were in and out of the hospital! Jesse got the worst migraine and they kept him in the hospital for over a week! so between running to the bathroom, trying to take care of Jake ( he's not over having to stay away from us!!) and taking Jake to see his Daddio i did get to read the Wonderful Breaking Dawn! I'm so sad it's over, at least from Bella's perspective! The whole time i was reading the book all i could think about was If i were a vampire i would NEVER be sick again!!! NEVER!! how i long for that till this day.. our storm continues.... I've had really bad neck problems and i finally tried surgery on Friday so i am recouping from that. i was sooo nervous everything was coming out everywhere AGAIN!! it didn't help that my WONDERFUl grandma who lives in UT was having Major heart surgery!!! so i was a nervous wreck! i couldn't call her, every time i thought about it I'd throw up or have some other unpleasant thing happen!! so the day of both our surgeries I turned to Jes and had a panic attack!! what if i never got to talk to her again if she died! she had a heart attack and lung cancer earlier last year and almost died!! but now it was to late! luckily Jesse and his dad gave me a blessing and she made it through and is home right now! WHEW!! so I am sore where they poked my head, neck and shoulders. i am supposed to take it easy and it should (no guarantees) start to feel better, maybe not gone but anywhere from some relief to alot and it typically lasts about 3 months. oh and 1 more thing to add to my wonderful weekend Aunt flo paid me a visit! Thanks alot!! so once again if i could become a vampire and NEVER have pain or anything disgusting coming out of me again I would be in Heaven! And that's Exactly where my problems will stop, just keep enduring till the end right?! I told my story so no one thinks i've died, didn't want to be friends, or what many think dah dah da... gasp became inactive!! AGH the horror. sleep soundly my friends we will see you at church VERY soon!